"There is great joy to be found in repetition if we can learn to be patient and full of delight in the present moment, for the path before us is long and, at times, hard, but it is overflowing with the inexpressible delight of love."
Yes, you read that right. Feet! I know what you're thinking: "Kali, have you lost it? What do feet have to do with your internship?" Great question, I'd love to tell you.
Over the past month, I’ve encountered references to feet everywhere—from the phrase "be where your feet are" to following in Jesus's footsteps and being his hands and feet. The references kept stacking up, leaving me to wonder: what's the deal with feet? My best guess? Feet provide stability, move us forward, and symbolize our journey.
This past month has been a whirlwind of experiences—a spiritual retreat, visits to other campuses, and preparations for Halloweekend and At The Movies. Despite the excitement, I struggled to pinpoint what I learned or which experience stood out. I’m not saying I haven’t learned anything; rather, nothing groundbreaking has really put its best foot forward.
After reflection, I realized my insight wasn’t revolutionary; it was simple: there is great joy in repetition. While it may sound unoriginal, it's about the journey, not just the destination. Even without wild experiences or earth-shattering revelations, joy can be found in the step-by-step process of life. As I moved through this month, these stages became clearer:
Curiosity -> Discovery -> Learning/Experiencing -> Questioning -> Growing -> Being Challenged -> Surrendering -> Being Strengthened -> Finding Meaning
If I were to draw a line between these stages, it would look like a toddler got a little too excited with a crayon—these last three months have been anything but linear. Yet, I’m learning to celebrate progress at every stage. The beauty of repetition lies in the necessity of relearning the same lessons; it’s a normal part of life.
Through this ongoing process, I’ve discovered that I’m not just repeating lessons; I'm also strengthening muscles I never knew existed—being present, focusing on what matters most, and learning to love the journey itself. Just like physical training, this strengthening requires effort; it stretches me and often feels uncomfortable. But sometimes, being broken down is necessary to be built back up stronger.
So, while I may not have anything big or shiny to report, I’m learning to find joy in the process. I’ve realized there isn’t a finish line or a single moment to declare that I’ve made it. Instead, it’s about faithfully putting one foot in front of the other and building my capacity for joy through struggles, embracing the unending pursuit of becoming better, one step at a time.
- Kali