Hello and welcome back, everyone! This month has been filled with many fun and new experiences and I can't wait to tell you all about them.
To start the month, I took a trip to Arlington, Texas, for an event called Passion. I went with a group of 9 other young adults from CedarCreek. If you haven't heard of Passion before, it is a conference for people ages 18-25 where we spend time listening to great speakers and worshiping. There were 45,000+ young adults packed into Globe Life Field to be a part of this movement to make Heaven crowded. It was truly inspiring to see that many people together to worship our one God. I kept saying to myself "if this is what worship looks like in a world that is so broken, I can't imagine what it looks like in Heaven" and I truly mean that. To be able to worship at that level with that many people is a true testament to how good our God is. I was honestly so nervous going into this trip, knowing I don't do well in crowds and the days were going to be long, but I am so glad I went. This is usually something I would have a lot of anxiety at but I felt at peace the whole time. I even went out of my comfort zone and met some new people from all over the world. This was really the best way to start 2026 and I am very grateful to have been invited to come on this trip. Here is a link to photos from the trip. It was so much fun I couldn't pick just one! https://photos.app.goo.gl/vGYXM9oqwbC8sHae8 (Hopefully it works, I've never done something like this before!)
Back in November, I had my 90 day review for my internship. You may be asking yourself, why does this matter now? Well in that meeting I expressed that I wasn't sure if being a DreamTeam intern was 100% the best fit for me. While I do enjoy what I'm doing in DreamTeam and I am good at it, I also have a heart for students. After that meeting, Cindy, Lauren, and I started brainstorming some possible opportunities to shadow a different ministry. I am excited to say that for the next two months I will be spending time with Brian Dario at the South Toledo Campus learning all about student ministries. Cindy will still remain my supervisor and I will still be a DreamTeam intern, but I will also be spending some time at South Toledo to hopefully get a clear understanding of where God wants me.
Also this month, Cindy took the intern class to Maumee Bay Lodge for an overnight spiritual retreat. Before going on this retreat the only information we were given was that we were going to be asked to fast from food, disconnect from our phones; we weren't allowed to talk to anyone else, and we were going to have lots of free time. I was anxious going into this because I didn't know what I was going to do with myself for 24 hours, no phone, no social contact, and no food. Once we got there though, Cindy gave us a list of tasks to complete that included reading the book of James, writing out a prayer to God, listing 40 things we are grateful for, listing three things we like about ourselves, listing two goals we have for the year, memorizing Jeremiah 29:12-13, and writing cards of encouragement to our fellow interns, supervisors, and mentors. I am so glad Cindy gave us the list of tasks to complete because it kept me busy the whole time. I am so glad we were able to have this time to spend with God. It made me realize that I don't spend enough one on one time with Him and that creating spaces to do so should be a higher priority for me. It was nice to be able to step away from the stress of everyday life and spend intentional time in prayer. At the end of the retreat, we read our cards of encouragement to each other and shared about our experiences from the retreat. This was a very impactful retreat and I am glad I was able to be a part of it.
This month, I also got to make a prayer board with my mentor. We spent our time talking about how my internship is going, listen to worship music, and decorating our prayer boards. This board will be used to write down my prayers for the year and at the end of the year, I will be able to look back at prayers that are answered and be reminded of how great our God is. I am super excited to see what this year brings and can't wait to see all of the promises God fulfills this year.
Lastly, to wrap up this month, my college classes started back up. At first, I was very overwhelmed with all of my classes and learning new rhythms for the semester, but honestly it hasn't been as bad as I thought it would be. I was able to quickly nail down a routine for my classes and am doing well in them so far. This is my last semester at Owens and I will be graduating with my Associate's in Social Work this spring. I will then be transferring to University of Toledo in the fall to continue my degree in Social Work.
Thank you all for following along on my internship journey and I can't wait to share with you next month!